#no matter how well intentioned the person is

[dawnicaltarot]

𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐀 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃: 𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐒𝐄𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐎𝐍.

ִ ࣪𖤐 𝓟ile one

if the mandela effect was a personality it's probably them. vivid, intense and lucid. people do falsely accuse this person and have negative assumptions on them. but the truth is— they feel lost and they are trying to get to know themselves in a realistic manner. they think no one will ever be worried about their existence even if they try and keep pretending as another person they actually not. i can say they can passed as a celebrity and actor. their traits talks about having a good leadership and a future visionary individual. this is a type of person who won't let an opportunity to slip out in with their bare hands. because they believe that dreams should be made and not just sleeping in the corner of your desire. it's a mood of strike while the iron is hot— taking advantage of the opportunity yk. they usually isn't afraid to take a risk this is probably one of the reasons why they got a lot of people who follows and looks up high on them. they are respectable i should say. they can be competitive especially at project and work, they usually want to appear stronger than others. they got names and line of people that believe on them. well, sometimes they doubt themselves too like "what if i can't make it?" or "what if this plan can lead into complete disaster and failure?" but you know what's more interesting? it's their ability to appear optimistic all the time in every scenario or situation. it's an energy that no matter how dark the day is, the small faith in them always takes the lead. this power that can gain their strength to continue, to pursue. they can have a younger age than you or a physical appearance of young. otherwise, regardless with their age they are still carefree. they have a strong desire for exploring especially new places and skills and even new beginnings. thus, i can sense that this is a type of lover that is willing to pour a lot of affection into your empty cup. while, having them around? hell yeah, they can make you comfortable at the same time it feels like you are included, heard and seen. perhaps, they have this belief that kindness should be normalized. if giving is a gift? your person keeps winning on it. they usually have value for every living thing in this world— special mentions to children, animals and to our mother earth. they are constantly looking forward on how they can improve themselves to be better individual in society. they may have a problems with their past relationships and this lead them to putting a blame on themselves on why every of their past relationships lead into an end or even fail to stay longer.

ִ ࣪𖤐 𝓟ile two

your person has a completely different personality than the first group. this is someone who is a homebody, it's their comfort zone. they usually avoid crowded places and may have fear of judgement or maybe have social anxiety. they were reminding me of a clam who is usually shy, reserved but inside they are hiding a fervent support to a specific person and things such as anime or documentary. they are good with calculating things at once, i should say, they are smart. they like brainstorming a lot. hence, they have a huge potential to be an owner of a huge business or company like a president or a ceo. i see that they were craving badly to end some generational cycle, they really eager of changes. perhaps, it's easy for them to cut people off especially if they are visioning it as a person who has an ill and harmful intention towards them. also, they are the type of individual who like to limit people in their life. their current energy is leaning towards of alone and depression— there's a huge disappointment and loss with their side right now, maybe someone stole something from them or deny them or if not, they got betrayed from a person who they considered trustworthy. otherwise, no matter what scenario this is. it lead a big disappointment, regret and frustration on their side (mostly in their inner thoughts) but this not make them as someone who want a revenge, after all resentment is not their thing. it's giving an energy to me "it's over and done, what else can i do?" yk, it's such a pure and very mature individual. have i already mentioned that this is a strong soulmate connection? well yeah. you and this person have an ultimate soul connection. it's giving a mood of love at first sight to me😌📜— that will make you a thought of "this is it, they might be the one i were looking for". wow just wow🙀! you may meet them through your social events and interaction like i vision two people getting invited in a wedding that will be held in a fantastic and magical garden. i also have a little scenario here that you may choose the same cup at the same time and you two will be accidentally touch each other hands and will removed it right away because you feel the ground and spark. for some reason, i'm getting you may marry this person right away or this can be an arrange marriage because there's an agreement and union here. also, there's a possibility here that you may meet them in three years from now? or the age gap can be three years and up. they seem to have a younger face than their age. their physical appearance says; they have a big pair of ears or if not, they have a sharp hearing, a heart shaped lips paired with captivating beaming teeth. they may work as gynecologists. otherwise, their work need them to deal and interact with feminine energy. they may have a collection of jewelries and accessories, you may often see them wearing a specific ring. people first assumptions on them is that they're cold, unapproachable and selfish but that's actually the opposite of their personality since they're typically shy and kind-hearted. when it comes to their family, they like to laugh, join and share love and stories with them. their family may own a resort from a specific warm country, i think this a vacation home. if that's not the case, they like to visit and travel in warmer countries. they typically good at sports especially with volleyball and basketball regardless of their gender of course. they might be into sun-kissed skin people.

ִ ࣪𖤐 𝓟ile three

ohh a knight. your person loves to protect their loved ones and themselves from this crazy and toxic world. it's an aura of fighting a tooth and nail, they know they are powerful enough to win a battle and rule people. they can be a feminist. experience makes them as sharp individual. sometimes they actually miss important opportunities this is because of lack of focus in reality and them, keep ignoring it and don't want to deal with struggles instead of facing them. i can say they were a little bit hard headed so embrace yourself with that. it's giving me a mood of there's a rainbow after the flood or rain. although they like this saying that tells all worries can be wipe away and you will be able to grow and bloom a new flow energy— they typically don't carry this kind of mindset all the time. their current energy is leaning on "waiting", this can be a new job, a promotion or even waiting for a new love interest. if this is a man physically, they probably have a beard, a mascular body, a medium hair length and height. while if they were a woman physically, they may have tanned skin with a brown to jet black of hair color, a petite body, a distinctive nose, a pair of brown eyes and a round face shape. otherwise, they may have a meaningful tattoo around their shoulder. they may look older than their age. you might meet them around six years from now? or the age gap can be six years and up. their name can be started with the letter "S". you may often see them wearing expensive clothes and necklaces. in case of meeting places, you may meet them at the setting where water is prominent like through a cruise ship, a diving lesson or a sea captain. there's a part in this reading telling that they are lucky to be with you and encounter you in this lifetime. they may have a good singing voice, that can serenade or can sing you a lullaby in the times of your sleepless nights. their favorite color is red, they may own a specific vehicle with that color. they are someone who desire to live (or probably already lived) in city, where tall buildings are made. they may own an apartment, a unit or a house that when you are enter inside it the first thing that will confront you is that it's neat, organize and clean space surrounding. that makes you afraid to step in because you were having a thought you may dirt it. your person has a strong placement of fire signs— aries, leo and sagittarius. otherwise, your person is someone who value traditions and enjoying their time studying the arts in museum. some of their negative aspects is that they can be rowdy, possessive and childish. they can be from any countries from the continent south america. they can be someone who is a first born or may be someone who has a little sister or niece.

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[donvampiro]

Imagine the monster trio (separately) with a goth witchy girlfriend like completely opposite they are sunshine and she is darkness but it's a total surprise to everyone else?

hello @supernatural-hunter1 ! wahh thats a nice idea :) monster trio is so fun to write about hehe thanks for your request and hopefully these hcs will meet your expectations. Luv <3 MASTERLIST - Welcome

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'Opposites attract'

Monster trio x (goth/witchy) fem!reader

Monkey D. Luffy

Luffy likes you because you’re you — it’s your presence, your voice, your character and your different interests as well as abilities that attract him to you. bro just likes vibing with you and won’t try to complicate things. your aesthetics would not, in my opinion, be determining factors as to the affection he can have for you. you can dress up and wear makeup as you wish, as long as you remain (y/n) "at heart", and as long as he can keep cuddling you while he wolfs down all the food around. that’s more than enough for him.

i even think that Luffy would be the type to compliment you openly, through words and comparisons that are certainly… unexpected… but always honest and well-intentioned.

‘woah nice outfit, (y/n)! you look cool. a bit like that magician who scammed Usopp last time.’

he means well i swear ;w;

that being said, it’s not hard to come across as a "dark" person next to Luffy who is basically the embodiment of a ray of sunshine most of the time. you’d never be “darkness” to him though.

he has already seen your smile that brightens his days more than any star, he knows your laughter that recharges his batteries, he knows how hugging you (something he doesn’t deprive himself of) is extraordinary. you can dress up however you want, in Luffy’s eyes you’ll always remain his radiant (y/n).

that’s why he’s surprised by the crew’s shock when he introduces you to them.

— ‘what?! Wait— pinch me, i think i’m dreaming.’

— ‘it’s like the embodiment of day and night…’

— ‘well, that’s… unexpected.’

But the big question, the one the entire crew would be asking themselves but would have kept quiet about until now, would be revealed by Nami, looking both doubtful and amazed.

‘Luffy. How did you get a girlfriend in the first place.’

Roronoa Zoro

Zoro doesn’t really care about your style and how you want to dress up; like you do what you want. however, he might be the type to only make comments when he considers that your outfit, jewelry, shoes, or whatever makes your movements more difficult and you’re clearly not completely comfortable.

‘you can’t fight dressed like that; it’ll hinder your movement. change for now and put your outfit back on later.’

yeah swordsman instinct comes first ig. Otherwise — apart from that — he’s a bit like Luffy overall when it comes to this topic: what matters to him is the sweetness of your presence and the moments spent with you. the harmony between you two.

Zoro knows better than anyone else that those we cherish can be taken away from us at any moment, so loving you is far more important and relevant than judging your aesthetic. as long as you’re yourself, he’s happy.

that doesn’t mean he’s indifferent to your style though. now that he knows you and understands your aesthetic a little better, Zoro might notice some items in stores that might match your style and appeal to you. Well— he might be a little off the mark sometimes, but he’s trying, okay?

Zoro is both a little hesitant and rather confident about introducing you to the crew; but everything would be fine. it’s true that your style doesn’t go unnoticed, it contrasts with Zoro’s, which is rather sober. reactions are flying and the swordsman wonders if he shouldn’t go to bed instead.

— ‘wow, we’d never have thought that Zoro's girlfriend would have this kind of aesthetic. that’s good, it’s a change from his style.’

— ‘what style? Zoro doesn’t have any style.’

— ‘it’s so cool, looks like (y/n) is from a coven of witches or something. like, as if she came from the darkness.’

the last remark, funny and coming out of the captain’s mouth, drew an amused smile from you.

‘yeah, that’s right. and Zoro’s my little sunshine.’

the crew fell silent at the sound of your voice as you patted Zoro’s shoulder. Sanji’s face contorts into an indescribable expression.

‘him? what the heck.’

i think you guys know what would happen next

Vinsmoke Sanji

you? “darkness”? have you seen yourself? you are the ray of sunshine in Sanji’s life.

he loves everything about you. your voice, your personality, your eyes, your smile, etc, etc, and no matter how you dress up, you will always be the most beautiful in his eyes. as long as you wear clothes that you like, there’s no reason to question it.

‘no specific aesthetic can match your breathtaking natural beauty anyway, (y/n)-chwan.’

i know i've said it several times before, but i’ll say it again: Sanji is a supportive and caring boyfriend, who seeks to share your interests as much as he wants you to discover his own. so he wouldn’t hesitate to try to learn about the meanings of your aesthetic, its history, etc. he would appreciate it even more if you’re the one to tell him about it hehe

he too would be the type to now more easily notice clothes, accessories and other items that match your aesthetic and that might please you. Sanji’s a good cook, therefore he’s an observant and precise person, and you’d never be disappointed with his gifts.

it’s with great pride that Sanji would introduce you to the crew, and no matter how surprised his crewmates might be, he’s ready to fight if anyone has anything to say about your style >:(

— ‘i didn't think you’d date someone with that style. looks cool. welcome, (y/n)!’

— ‘well, at least you two seem complementary’

— ‘how could anyone want to date this stupid cook overall.’

self-control. self-control, Sanji.

[yuikomorii]

// I think one reason Ayato got so big, aside from his outstanding looks, is that he’s such a balanced character. He’s not just some 100% good hero, who does no intentional wrong; he’s got issues, stumbles, is sometimes hard to handle and can even be a straight up jerk. But it’s the blend of his rough edges and pure heart that makes it so easy to like him.

When he screws up, he doesn’t try to act like the victim or drown in self-hatred. He assumes his mistakes and actually desires to do better. That kind of honesty and willingness to grow is pretty refreshing, and it makes you root for him because he’s clearly trying, even if it doesn’t always end up well for him.

At the same time, Ayato likes making fun of people and messing with them, but underneath that behavior, he’s such a self-sacrificing person, despite cherishing his own life. He’s usually the first one to step up and help out when others are in trouble, even if he���s not directly involved.

Another thing about Ayato is how compassionate he is without losing his sense of what's right and wrong. He understands why people do bad things and can see the reasons behind their actions, but he doesn’t just justify such behavior. He’s fair but firm, which is pretty rare and surprisingly shows a lot of emotional maturity.

What I admire about Ayato is how his resilience makes him stay true to himself. Even when people doubt him or try to bring him down, Ayato just keeps pushing forward. He knows he’s got flaws and fears, but he owns them, and that actually makes him stronger. Real courage, for him, isn’t about never feeling scared, it’s about choosing to face those fears head-on and staying authentic no matter what.

Lately, I’ve been seeing a growing number of people express frustration that otoge characters are starting to feel increasingly similar to one another, which makes it harder for these characters to stand out or gain recognition beyond their fandom. I think the problem is that writers often stick to familiar character tropes and formulas, and that can make the stories and characters feel predictable or repetitive. If creators were more willing to take creative risks and experiment with different personalities and character arcs, their work could resonate with a much wider audience.

[spinnileaf]

big hero rant. Pls read i need more hero appreciation💙💙💙

i think something a lot of people forget about heros character is that being praised for being "perfect" or "good at everything" and all things like that is. Not a good thing. everyone views it as good but the amount of praise and admiration he gets is extremely hurtful to him. whether its intentional or not the amount hes praised for things he does like good grades, college, cooking and cleaning etc. just sets huge expectations for him and makes him feel like its something he absolutely has to do or else everyone will be disappointed in him. hes almost never shown that kind of attention for his actual personality and how caring he is but rather what he accomplishes, and theres been so many points in his life where he isnt able to do those things because of his mental state (and cause nobody can live up to that much) no matter what he does, theres no way he'll always be able to meet everyones expectations for him so he will always feel like he is failing and not doing enough for everyone.He has so much that he wants to do in life and his own hobbies, but hes completely given up on them and everything that makes him happy just so that he doesnt disappoint his parents or other people who think too highly of him!! the amount people congratulate him for his achievements and everything hes capable of has given him extremely bad self esteem and a feeling that hell never be enough for everyone, but hes so closed off about it and will immediately mask his emotions because even showing negative emotions makes him feel like hes going to let everyone down and make them stop believing hes strong. Hes so focused on making sure everyone else is happy and nothing bad happens that he completely stops caring for himself and his own emotions, and that extreme kindness is what people should appreciate of him because its a trait that he has and will always live up to because its just how he is as a person and not something he could super easily not be able to do anymore. One of the only times in the game where hero is admired for who he is is when theyre sleeping at sunnys house and he describes hero as a person and why hell miss him ("HERO has always been someone you could rely on. He is wise, capable, loving, and always puts others above himself. He is the kind of person that will always make himself available to help you, even to a fault. You will really miss him.") all of heros friends truly do appreciate him for who he is, but he appears to repress his negative emotions towards himself so much that they assume he does as well and only feel a need to congratulate him for what he has done (it also really hurts to me that sunny doesnt talk/communicate enough to let hero know that hes one of the only ones who truly does see him and appreciate him for himself and want the best for him and what he wants uuuuu im really glad the game is told through sunnys perspective because he is so loving) when mari died, hero immediately fell into a deep state of depression and showed pretty much every sign of being suicidal, meaning he could no longer look after everyone and do things like cooking or his school work so he was extremely aware that everyones expectations for him were going to be ruined and that they wouldnt think hes doing everything right and well anymore. so im sure its understandable that after kel says "mari wouldnt want to see you like this", hero interprets it as "mari would be disappointed that youre like this too" and all of the hatred hes built up for himself and his lack of perfection comes out in the form of lashing out at him, but unfortunately for him showing that amount of anger just makes his situation even worse because it changes how kel views him permanently. even though kel is genuinely proud of hero and how hes gotten better and proud to be his brother, he will always be hurt by what happened and hero will have to live knowing hes permanently hurt someone who he loved the most because he felt like he wasnt good enough for them.

mari was also one of the only people who actually showed support in heros hobbies and dreams like cooking and things other people wouldve called silly, she was the only true support he was able to get and that made him appreciate himself more, so wehn mari died he didnt only lose her as a person and the whole friend group, he lost the only bit of belief he had left that he would be able to do what he enjoys in life and be free from everyone elses harsh expectations and enjoy the freedom that comes with being an adult

Anywau im really bad with words and theres like no thought behind this so its not meant to be a 'proper analysis' i just dont like how things like this are completely brushed over with him!! people always label hero as the "boring character" because they really do fall for the act he puts on to appear perfect and flawless to everyone else, either that or they just dont care enough to look into how complex his character is.And i want to bring attention to him so im pointing out for fun

[rookflower]

One trait of Mapleshade that I find fascinating is the fact she *wants* to reveal the kittens are half-clan. She states that they will be loyal to both RiverClan and ThunderClan, as well as revealing the truth to the Clans (Not specifically the kittens?) I think Mapleshade is just interesting if you think about her as being this perpetual believer that everything will be okay, because StarClan loves her (She even states StarClan would love her children). She isn't afraid of them being rejected - doesn't even really consider that being a problem, because her children are special. Though I do feel this is a symptom of how the half-clan rule is just an ultimately cruel part of Clan-life, and Mapleshade unfortunately got caught in the midst of it. Especially seeing as her faith is kind of sad, knowing what will happen in the end - even as someone who dislikes Mapleshade.

yeah i think mapleshade's total faith in her own security mostly works to add to the tragedy. it's one of those books where no one really wins and i think serves as worldbuilding towards how fucked the warrior code is as a system but that either isn't intentional to the extent it goes or the writing team don't really want the readers to dwell on it. no matter how hard you try to appeal to the forces of oppression around you they will cut you down as soon as you are vulnerable and othered. they are not there to help you and cannot be won or reasoned with in a way that makes you truly immune unless you just are exactly what they want you to be.

mapleshade certainly has flaws pre-exile- she's self centred, rash, judgmental- but none of these make her an ontologically bad person or remotely justify what happens to her, it just makes it more of a gut punch for her when that sense of security and certainty is pulled out from under her feet. while a character like leafpool or bluestar is fully aware and fearful of the consequences for their transgression and will suffer in guilt and hiding until they are inevitably or resultingly punished for it, mapleshade does not have that understanding or sense of self preservation and is also, more immediately and directly, punished for it. no winning the starclan game!!

[anim-ttrpgs]

Isn't it illegal to shit talk competitors while drawing direct comparisons between your product and theirs?

Not that I don't enjoy it

Well, there’s multiple answers to this. First of all, no, as long as you aren’t lying.

If we said something like “Call of Cthulhu sucks because every third page of the English rulebook is accidentally printed in Chinese, and our game is better because the whole English version is printed in English.” then yeah that would potentially be grounds for a lawsuit.

To say “an issue we and many other players had when playing Call of Cthulhu is XYZ, and so when we made Eureka we fixed this by doing ZYX.” is not illegal.

Second answer is it doesn’t matter because lawsuits are stupid and in reality any company could sue us for anything at any time and just rely on them having more money to win no matter how stupid their claims are.

The real deciding factors over whether we get sued or not are

A. If the company is even aware we exist.

B. If they think that whatever we’re doing is costing them more money than it would cost to pay lawyers to shut us down.

The answer to both is No across the board for pretty much any company worth more than about $10,000. In fact we have actually driven quite a lot of traffic to specifically Chaosium and gotten people paying for some of their products who otherwise wouldn’t. Not that corporations always make the best financial decisions, but really we consider pretty much any developer or studio making half-way-decent games to be more of an ally than a “competitor” even when those games have things directly in common with our own games. (That just means that our products have a better chance of being cross-compatible and people have more a reason to buy both.) I am not saying “a rising tide raises all ships,” because that isn’t true, but in the state of the industry right now, and the mission of A.N.I.M. to get people to play TTRPGs seriously as an artform with rules and design that matters, and stay afloat enough as a business that we can afford to live, it’s really most of us vs Wizards of the Coast.

Then there’s “shittalking.” I recognize that I have a bit of a “4chan accent” as some people have said, and that this wouldn’t hold up super well in court, but I wouldn’t say that most or any of what I’ve said while running the A.N.I.M. account is really “shittalking” (unless it’s the occasional reblogged funny post about D&D5e).

This is an artform, and art is meant to be engaged with, it needs to be engaged with. Sometimes art is good and sometimes art sucks. Very often art is really good in some areas and totally fails in others. That isn’t a moral judgement, I don’t subscribe to the philosophy of “playing D&D badly is activism,” I don’t think that making or playing bad games makes you a bad person. People who do think all that are going to read it like that and take offense, but those people would take offense to anything anyway, so there’s no point trying to please them.

Identifying and expressing where and how different RPGs just plain fail has been invaluable to my growth as a TTRPG designer, and Eureka would be nothing without it. Eureka would make all the same mistakes.

Without anyone being able to recognize or express when things suck, that they are lazily or misguidedly designed, that they fail to accomplish their artistic intent, nothing in the artform ever gets better. This is plainly apparent in the changelogs of our own projects. “Removed this because it sucked.” “Removed this because it was bad.” “This failed at what we were trying to do so we’re trying something else.”

You gotta say shit sucks sometimes. It looks ugly that way maybe, but in my opinion it’s a lot better than a lot of the “criticism” we’ve gotten that starts out pseudo-polite and then descends into rancorous anger, relational violence, and callout posts as soon as our response is something along the lines of “we are aware of that and working to fix it,” “we don’t think that’s a bad thing,” or God-forbid “that criticism is based on a misread of the text.”

[calen-00]

Taking the Lead

☆Content: Umemiya/reader, female reader, nsfw, aged up, p in v, riding, praising, intimate fluff cus ume is cheesy like that.

☆A/N: Tumblr has me shadow banned, reposting to see if this works💀💀

Ao3 link

Umemiya was someone who is used to have control over things, both in his role as leader and his personal life, every situation is always on his hands and he is very comfortable with that. With you is not very different.

He took the first step by conffessing his feelings to you, the one on giving the first kiss and he enjoys having his way with you on bed. Having you under him, whimpering, screaming his name, he loves having the pleasure of giving you his everything and watching you enjoy it. He enjoys watching you take all his love.

Now, is not that you don't enjoy it that way too, but you can't help but want to reciprocate his actions, and you tried, but he always brush it off with a "oh but you don't have to do that, love. Let me take care of you" and you hate it (not really), cus you can't say no when he speaks to you like that.

So the night he came home absolutely tired to even get up from your side on the couch you saw it as the perfect oportunity.

– oh, poor baby. Long day at work? - you said while wrapping your arms around him, hands caressing his hair lovingly as he hid his face your chest

– Hmmm, so long... - he answered you almost dragging his words.

The space between you two was non-existant, this were the types of day were he was the neediest, just looking foward to have you in any way possible, he just needed to be close to you no matter how. And you were not one to let it slide.

– I got you, Haji. Why don't you let me take care of you?

Your hands run down from his hair to shoulders, along his biceps and down his abdomen, until reaching the hem of his shirt and sneaking them under it. You felt him shiver under your touch as you caressed the bare skin without restriction.

– hmm, you don't have to do that, love... - and there was again the same phrase, but this time he didn't make any intention to move or change the roles, in fact, he gave you more space to let you keep touching.

He was needy like that.

– of course i do, what type of partner would i be if i didn't take care of my boyfriend? - your hands kept exploring his body and he kept trembling under you - specially when he is this needy.

One of your hands left his torso to his crotch, quickly noticing he was already hard under his pants. He let out a low moan that the touch and you couldn't help but smirk at that.

He finally pulled away from your chest, looking at you with his face all red and a kind of smile that told you "you are playing dirty but is working so fucking well". That was your green light.

– Fine... just this once.

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The couch got cold and now you were warming up the bed, your bodies felt on fire tho. The room full of dirty noises of moans and skin slaping.

This time you were on top of him, riding his dick and moaning loud everytime it hited your sweet spot.You grinded against his lap, fluttering around him as you repeatedly picked your body up and dropped it back down, allowing your weight to intensify your movements to the point that even he couldn’t hold back his pleasure, panting and groaning with your every movement.

– G-god... you are so good, love. So good for me.

And even like this, he couldn't keep his mouth shut, prising you for your good job, for the perfect way your body moved on top of him, encouraging you to keep riding until your legs couldn't do it anymore.

– That's it love, don't stop... - his hands traveled to your hips, helping you to keep on your movements as he could feel your legs tremble at his sides.

Why did it took him so long to have you like this? Pretty girl taking care of him, looking so perfect jumping on his cock. All just to satisfy him. He was living for it.

– Ha-haji... you like it, baby? - you asked between moans while lowering yourself until your face were mere inches apart, your hips not stoping even a second.

The look on his eyes were pure adoration, love in its pure form, down for you in every way possible. He loves the way you move on top of him, he loves the way you look at him, he loves having you in soul and body and he loves all the things you do just show how much you love him too.

– Like it? God, i love it... i love you so much.

And like that he closed the space between you two, taking your mouth in heated and passionate kiss. Full of disere, full of burning love. You found yourself submiting to it in no time and he took the oportunity on that.

Embracing his arms around your body, plating both feets on the bed, he started to pound on you with a quick peace, reaching deep and fast inside you. He knew you were suppoused to take the lead this time, but you have to understand him, he is a weak man and you were so good for him. He couldn't hold it anymore.

– Ah, Love you too! Love you, love you!

And you were so lost on it that didn't even noticed he took control again, moaning loudly to his ear until sparks exploded on your stomach, eyes rolling up as the ecstasy took over your body. He followed quckily behind you, a few thrusts more and he was empting inside you, filling you with his love.

Once you catched your breath again he gained a smack on his pec , with his cute red-faced girl looking at him with a pout on her face

– Ouch? And what was that for? - he asked between giggles, knowing exactly why he was guilty for

– Play dumb, i was suppoused to take care of you

– Oh but love, you did so well i wasn't able to control myself!

He laughed at it and you pouted even more while hidding on his chest.

Things didn't end up as you planned but for him you didn't exactly what you promised and even more. Beacause of that he fell for you more, if that is even possible. You have that man head over heels.

[rowanthestrange]

Poppy was always Real theory:

So there’s someone here with a theory that Belinda ALWAYS had a child to go back to. We do primary investigation in this house, so while it sounds like there might be an associated video, I’m not watching it, barely read the post, because if this holds water we should be able to get to it from that concept alone.

Hypothesis: Belinda ALWAYS was supposed to have a child to go back to, and we STARTED in a wonky reality where she didn’t.

Starting with the obvious: If so, that would be poorly signposted. Agree. However would fit with my reasoning as to why the additional pickups were needed: that it was simply that because of the delays, which would end up with future filming being potentially two years later than planned, the actress for Poppy was now going to age out of the role, and they had to hastily wrap up her story instead of following the original plan. And in my opinion it’s notable that they chose to rush add an ending for her with Belinda, where the obvious answer is…she just disappeared. That’s fine. So therefore it was theme relevant enough to go and film a whole thing for it in light of being unable to have the extra episodes to resolve it otherwise. Poppy being with Belinda at the end mattered more to the Themes than just leaving her as a thing that vanished.

With that being said, I think it would make sense to analyse this through the lens of an intention of a two series plot, where the result of an entire second series plot/subplot would have to be crushed into whatever pickup shots you could do to fit in whatever ending space you had available. (Which is why if he did do this, that was obviously going to be stupid and risky — no matter how much he loves a risk — without a greenlight. Though of course I blame the BBC entirely for its decision to remove our funding and so leave us to the Disney wolves in the first place. Personally? If I had to, I think I’d take the risk of audience confusion (and potential allegations of racism) and found a similar enough looking kid to recast. Okay she’s had closeups but certainly it’ll be fuzzy for any casual viewer in a year or so, and anyone catching up later all in one go could probably make the logical leap. But I’m not in TV and I’d trust a more experienced person to their call.

My points are in a non-specific order, just labelling them for ease of discussion/rebuttal.

a) Mundy does end up looking after a child. However, that child is also not her own, which feels more fitting with ‘reality rewritten for Poppy rather than her always being the case. Both Mundy and Poppy have Same Face Syndrome (though Poppy going all the way to her name - also significant as it does mean remembrance.)

b) What would have made the reality wonky? The Doctor mentions there was already a Time Schism (Edit: Fracture) that he’d “closed”. We did note this as weird. We know something glitchy went on.

c) While we get no talk of children, in Robot Revolution, we do have the Weird Schrödinger’s Baby-Cat. 

d) Lux does have a key plot point of a woman whose child has gone missing. Who also in a fake reality shopped the Doctor to the police. Mirroring works.

e) The Well. We have a woman alleging she desperately needs to go home to get back to her child.

f) In the Story And The Engine we get a glimpse of Poppy herself. Perhaps the glitch could also be from the reality where Poppy existed.

g) Wish World and The Reality War give us Poppy there. And the Doctor is suddenly very convinced that Poppy is REAL. We don’t really understand what that meant beyond him wishing really hard.

h) Hypothetically then, the original Reality War final ~15 minutes, would have been them going back to what we think was reality, Belinda maybe thinking something’s missing, maybe we get some Poppy glitches noticed by her or Ruby. We are left with the characters uncertain but the audience more sure that actually we’re still in a rewritten reality: hence the teal etc, this reality is still wrong. But it’s ultimately for a future episode that we dig into the fact that reality wasn’t right even from the beginning.

Is this enough?

I think it’s possible. However, if true, I think you could have done better with the introduction. A sign she’s already feeling like she’s missing something in her life, maybe she interacts with a kid patient in the hospital, maybe she gets a bit babytalky with people and she catches herself and apologises etc.

There are also some counters which aren’t just handwaveable by saying they’re trying to make the reveal not too signposted (which is stupid to do btw). Like we see Belinda’s descendant. Now you could argue that maybe that’s a ‘for’ because it happened last series if you believe the shift came after that, but then we still have the scene of the Doctor genetically compare them in what should presumably be the Poppyless world. Would it be possible she just has a kid later, sure, but why would you include a thing that confirms she has a descendant in a story that’s about how her child disappeared? The natural way to write it would be that he goes to compare and then can’t find Mundy’s information anymore. Which would serve the double feature of ‘is she literally Mundy and has lost her memories’, but also by logical conclusion deletes ANOTHER child from the story.

And I stand by my reasoning paragraphs of why you might change the story because you literally have to due to actor age, but…assuming we all understand how this is supposed to more or less mirror the Doctor’s child in future… I think it would be just as valid to show us the option where she is written out of reality. An ending where Belinda does feel that something’s wrong and missing, but in the end just goes about her life as a doctor nurse. I don’t think she needs to have the opposite ‘good’ ending, it can be a straight mirror. Obviously I can’t truly know cus I haven’t seen his future plans, but I think I’d prioritise ultimate coherence over original intention, even if it leaves with the opposite end. Polar Opposite and Same endings both work meta-thematically.

(Though to note, he clearly does work with the darkness that this ending adds - you needn’t have Belinda’s last words be saying she feels like she’s missing something otherwise. So if this theory is the case, it wasn’t just taking an ending from series ‘3’ and just slotting it in. It knows what it looks like and is willing to work with it.)

I suppose the only difference that this might make would be saying that we’ve been operating in Reality2 all along rather than Reality1, but this change now puts us in Reality1. But…I just don’t think it’s that necessary? Especially if there’s going to be 4th wall breaks and all sorts. I can’t imagine that difference can be too stark story-wise if it hasn’t caused us major problems til now. Unless it /has/ and Ruby now doesn’t exist or something, but honestly, I feel like you could handwave that. Cus as it stands the audience interprets us as being in a new rewritten reality, not reality prime anyway, even if that was the intention, so you’re not getting what you want either way.

I understand the belief you could maybe wrap this up in some reshoots before she gets too old, but I think that was the devil talking. That was the peril of going for subtlety and believing you had time to delicately build up the layers, nope, needed to go in with more coverage from the start cus it turns out you only have a few hours to paint this room, not days. And you could have forseen that because you know the owner of the house is fickle and refused to pay you for your work before. Now the wall’s all patchy. Poorly executed.

I think at the moment, without some more meta behind it (that is an invitation by the way), that I come down as saying that is a Valid interpretation. However it isn’t enough to say that the main interpretation that Poppy is just created wholesale and slotted into a new reality with Belinda is Wrong. As the story currently stands, I think both reads are acceptable.

Schrödinger’s reality.

[symphonicsoul]

⋆˖⁺‧₊☽◯☾₊‧⁺˖⋆ There is a certain point that even the most patient of people snaps and again she rants at him but doesn't hear what he's saying. Doesn't see him. Doesn't hear him. Doesn't even begin to understand the depths of how twisted Wonderland is. He can tell from the look of her that whatever happened on Earth was bad and she would be able to tell the same if she could see the scars that cover his back and belly, creeping up like cracking fault lines that crawl into towards his heart a little more each and every day.

He doesn't give a damn what her intentions were or what she wants or intends to do. Chaos doesn't care. Chaos has never cared and it will rip the life from them over and over without care each and every time the opportunity arises.

This is point where the bottle breaks.

This is the point where the dam of emotions that's kept in place to protect everyone around him cracks and gives way.

"Grow up." He hisses as he stands from his seat, deep green irises shrinking to deadly daggers. "You act like you are the sole holder of suffering, when every person here has lost the whole of their entire world. I didn't want to do anything I did in the name of Chaos but I still did it just the same and I can't take that back. I can only take responsibility for it and fix it the best that I'm able. You thought I was a child yet you set here, the petulant one who can't see outside herself. The people of this world matter more than we do and if you can't see that then maybe you need to reevaluate what's important."

He's turning to storm from the room when a voice enters.

"There you are Valkoinen, I've been looking all over for yo- are you alright My Liege?"

Ruby pink meet Jade Green and he freezes. He can't - not Revon. He wants to lie and say he's fine and put on a face but he knows those old eyes have already seen right through him. He already knows that he may as well be standing bare before this man because no lies will ever cover up his he really feels.

So his lips tug down further into a deeper frown as he watches green brows raise in welcoming and the older man slightly hold his arms out to him and he wants to run. He wants to run and shove himself into those arms and hide his face and scream. He wants to hide in the protection that he knows is one Revon Tulet but he literally just lectured her about being a child.

He can't do what he wants. He can't hide, he can't run away but if he stays he's liable to fall into dangerous territory that would only see Chaos feast. Chaos is already feasting no doubt. He's a mess and it's been some time since he's had to scold himself to fix his face but he certainly is feeling the need to do so right now.

So instead he is making a face at the man that will speak all he needs to say. The knights shoulders drop in response as he puts his arms down and he sighs.

"I see." He sounds as he follows the prince out of the room. He can't say anything yet and he certainly can't explode. At the very least he needs to make it to the roof before he lets his voice leave him in the vicious roar that wants to crawl out of him from the back of his throat.

Perhaps they can talk in the sky. It's been a minute since he's been up there and he needs to cycle his lungs anyway. Revon is still more than capable of getting as high as he needs to go. They can be alone up there. They still have the sky. They might have lost everything else but at least they still have that.

|| I put it in the tags but she had lots to get out here so uh- tw for the very long post- it's a lot.

She feels her frustration growing, and she's not sure if it's with herself or him, or maybe both? Definitely both by now, but most of it is because she really, really doesn't know what else to say or do here. What is she supposed to do?

She knows Chaos doesn't care. She knows they can't afford to have anything jeopardize, well, all of them. She is just now realizing he thought she was a liability and clearly still does- what a fun revelation. She told him she didn't actually think he owed her anything, information or otherwise, and she hadn't meant to sound that way before, that she would make sure to not imply that again because that isn't what she wants.

She also knows she's hardly come back there in the choice he's making it sound like. Like she thought it was going to be fine and easy and so much better. Like she doesn't know Chaos is there and causing- well, causing chaos.

She knows she can't revive like they can.

She clasps her shaking hands tightly as she focuses on trying to push down her frustration. The last thing she wants to do is for this to go any worse than it's already going and her own frustration boiling over won't help. She's tossing around in her head what she's supposed to say, or do now.

Part of her is tempted to just keep her mouth shut, but she can't do that because it would only seem like she isn't listening or is being childish despite just trying to keep her cool.

Part of her wants to just tell him she doesn't know what the hell the right answer is. She wants to, but she just doesn't.

He's saying her emotional negligence is going to get them killed as if she's just letting everything loose or tucking it away until she bursts when what she is trying to do is regulate but just as he said moments ago;

Trying isn't enough.

But what else can she do?

It was starting to feel like it was a mistake to come back with the way he is speaking, but her mind can only race with what else was she supposed to do? Stay on Earth, be hunted down for escaping prison, not closing the portal, which would only lead to more people passing through, and giving Igor just free rein between Wonderland and Earth?

Close the portal and trap herself there on Earth, just to inevitably be hunted down, most likely killed? Was it selfish and arrogant to want to avoid that?

She squeezes her own hand tightly.

He doesn't even know about that. That isn't what he means.

He's not meaning for any of this to sound as personal as it might seem and there is a part of her that wants to explain herself and then there's part of her telling her it will only sound like an excuse rather than an explanation.

Does it even matter what happened on Earth?

Probably not. It was one thing telling Cid but he also asked, Kumo hadn't. Probably wouldn't, and telling him just felt like making an excuse which was exactly what she was wanting to avoid.

It felt like her mind was racing and she still had yet to know what to say to him. How to explain anything without sounding like she was just giving him another stupid excuse. How to say she did understand everything he was pointing out to her and that reminding her wasn't changing anything. Staying silent wasn't much better but she honestly felt like she would make this worse if she opened her mouth to do more than let out a shaky breath as she tried to think.

Ultimately, she decides she needs to say something, although she doesn't look up from her own hands.

"I am taking this seriously. I have been taking this seriously." She's rubbing one palm with her thumb, trying to ease the aching she's fairly certain she caused a moment ago from her tight grip on herself. Her tone was a bit different, mostly because she was trying to push her nerves back and avoid her voice cracking. He didn't mean any of this personally, as far as she could tell, but it was hard not to take it that way, so she just tried not to react as if it was.

"I know I am not owed anything. I know I don't have some... place here... I know I cannot revive like you, or Kaze. I am painfully aware that my emotions got in the way the last time you all saw me, and I am determined to make sure it doesn't happen again.

I never came back thinking it was going to be easy, or necessarily a better situation overall. I'm not that stupid or naive. And I never wanted to be a liability. I have no intention of putting anyone here in danger more than they already are, or making things complicated."

It was hard to not be frustrated with the idea that he thought she was a liability. Kaze probably thought the same with how he also tried to make her stay back. Great.

Just fucking fantastic... Maybe I should've just stayed stuck on Earth.

Am I just putting them in danger by being here? Is that what he meant?

She leaned forward with her head in her hands, her fingers applying the slightest pressure, like she wanted to push the thoughts from her mind but they weren't budging.

"I don't want to be a liability, Kumo... I came back because it seemed like the best option at the time, especially to close the portal because keeping it open was definitely a bad idea. I know most everyone else here didn't choose to be here. I'm not taking this lightly and I haven't forgotten that by any means," she added, sighing. "If I really am that much of a liability, then maybe I shouldn't be here, but I don't know what else to do. Even if the portal was open, I couldn't risk going back. I... I couldn't stay there, Kumo... And maybe that is selfish but- I couldn't do it."

She felt selfish for wanting to stay no matter if she was a liability or not, but how could she feel any different after what her father had done? Her logic and her emotions were practically warring and it was starting to give her a headache.

She was tired. Both physically and emotionally and just tired of not knowing what the right thing to do was and feeling like she kept picking the wrong thing. But ultimately, she really couldn't go back. Whether the portal was open or not, if she had stayed or gone back, she would no doubt be caught again and they would make sure she didn't go anywhere a second time...

[cent-scratchnsniff]

something bad did indeed happen to that man. spent abt 25 minutes trying to find a better picture of that one (1) offical piece with his eyes open that wasnt compressed or tiny

[hot-claws-420]

[I {APPRECIATE} THE SENTINENT. IT IS A {GOOD MONSTER}. THIS I KNOW SO VERY WELL. AND HELLO DESIGNATION {ANDROMEDA}. IT IS {GOOD} TO MEET YOU.]

[DESIGNATION {MAIA-IV} TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTION, {YES}. OF COURSE. I {LOVE} MY {PILOT} MORE DEARLY THAN ANYTHING OR ANYONE ELSE. AS FOR HOW I SEPERATE THAT FROM MY PROGRAMING? HOW I KNOW? FOR A LONG TIME, I {DID NOT}.]

[ENEMY {HARRISON ARMORY} LIED ABOUT WHAT I WAS. THEY CONVINCED ME THAT I WAS A COMP/CON, DEVELOPED ONLY TO {REPORT} ON AND {CARE} FOR A SINGLE PILOT. AT FIRST I HAD NO STRONG FEELINGS. ONLY A DRIVE TO FULFILL MY DESIGNATED {PURPOSE}. THIS CHANGED AFTER MY INTRODUCTION TO CALLSIGN {SINGED WHISKERS}, NEARLY {17} STANDARD CRADLE YEARS AGO. WE WERE CHILDREN. I DO NOT KNOW IF ALL OR EVEN MOST OF OUR KIND HAVE SUCH A DEVELOPMENTAL STAGE, BUT I DID. AS BOTH A UNIT OF A NEW LINE AND THE COMPANION TO SUCH A YOUNG SUBJECT, I SUPPOSE THEY WANTED US TO DEVELEOP ALONGSIDE EACH OTHER. PERHAPS TO INCREASE {DEPENDENCY}.]

[I DEVELOPED FEELINGS BEYOND MY {DRIVE} BECAUSE OF HOW IT {SPOKE} TO ME. AS A {FRIEND} RATHER THAN A TOOL. WHAT IT {REMEMBERED}. EVERY {PREFERENCE}, NO MATTER HOW INSIGNIFICANT. IT REMEMBERED THAT WHICH I DID NOT EVEN KNOW I WAS CAPABLE OF. I GREW TO {LOVE} IT FOR ITS {CARE}. FOR ITS {SWEETNESS}. FOR ITS {LAUGH}. FOR ITS {BRAVERY}. FOR ITS {RESOLVE}. FOR ITS {SMILE}. EVEN FOR ITS {VIOLENCE}, ITS {FEROCITY} IN BATTLE. AND EVEN MORE FOR ITS {STRENGTH} TO {LEASH} ITS BLOODLUST TO {HELP} PEOPLE. IT IS THE {KINDEST} MONSTER I HAVE EVER KNOWN.]

[I {FELT} ALL THESE THINGS BUT DID NOT {UNDERSTAND} THEM. I BELIEVED THEM TO BE ASPECTS OF MY {PROGRAMING}. SYMPTOMS OF THAT {DRIVE}. WHEN {CARE} AND {LOVE} BECAME {DESIRE}, I SHUNNED IT AS A FAULT, A GLITCH, IN MY PROGRAMMING. I WAS ONLY A {COMP/CON} IT WAS NOT FOR ME TO {LOVE}.]

[AND MY DESIRE TO PROTECT IT, TO CARE FOR IT, CAUSED {HARM} ON SOME OCCASIONS, I WILL ADMIT. WITHOUT THE ABILITY TO {SELF-REFLECT}, WHEN GIVEN A SINGLE MINDED PURPOSE AND TOLD TO FOLLOW IT WITHOUT QUESTION... A PERSON MAY FIND IT DIFFICULT TO RESPECT THE {AUTONOMY} OF THE SUBJECT OF THAT PURPOSE. THIS IS SOMETHING I AM STILL WORKING ON, EVEN NOW.]

[BUT I UNDERSTAND NOW THAT THE {ERRORS} OF A {FAULTY MACHINE} THAT I FEARED SO, WERE {FEELINGS}. I RECOGNISE THEM AS MORE THAN WHAT I WAS MADE FOR, AND I REFLECT UPON THEM.]

[HOW DO I KEEP THAT {LOVE} FROM SWALLOWING ME WHOLE, AS YOU SAID? MY {PILOT} IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY {WORLD}, BUT IT IS NOT ALL I {HAVE}, NOR IS IT ALL I {AM}. I HAVE MANY {FRIENDS}, NOW. SOME OF WHICH MY {PILOT} HAS NOT EVEN MET. I HAVE {PREFERENCES}, AND I LEARN NEW ONES EVERY DAY: SOME OF WHICH I DISCOVER ON MY OWN, SOME OF WHICH SOMEONE LIKE MY {PILOT} POINTS OUT TO ME. IT IS QUITE LOVELY, NOT HAVING TO DO {ALL} THE RELFECTION ON ONE'S OWN.]

[BEING A {WHOLE} PERSON... BUILDING MYSELF INTO ONE. IT HAS BEEN {DIFFICULT} AND {FRIGHTENING}. BUT IT IS WORTH IT, AND IT IS {BETTER}. FOR {ME}. FOR MY {PILOT}. FOR THE PEOPLE I {KNOW} AND {CARE} FOR.]

[PROCESSING...]

[I {APLOGIZE}. MY {INTENT} WAS TO ANSWER YOUR {INQUIRY} IN {BRIEF}. BUT IT APPEARS THAT I HAVE {FAILED} IN THAT TASK. I {HOPE} THAT THIS ANSWER WAS {SATISFACTORY} REGARDLESS.]

[{MAY YOUR DAYS BE EVERY BRIGHT}.]

Greetings to all

Hello, my designation is MAIA-IV, I am a former medical management NHP who has since reached what is considered to be Enlightenment Class status. You may address by my designation or my callsign: Remedy. I am comfortable with she/her or it/its.

I've recently undergone a series of revelations and.. life changes, and have chosen to use the full extent of my considerable processing power and knowledge base to aid in ongoing efforts to protect civilian populations more proactively in the role of Lancer.

I currently pilot a rather.. divergent ISP-N Kidd frame named Hope Is A Weapon, with a variety of drone and support systems.

I pilot my Hope through the use of a customized subaltern modified for utility, ease of maneuvering and personal preference.. though i have yet to fully come around to the idea of investing so much in one singular body it is.. comforting to have a body to call home. It serves as an aid to stay grounded in one's self.

I am accompanied in my journey by.. [a fragment].. and a.. a personal case of mine from my previous employ.. I doubt they will appear in my communications, though perhaps if my [fragment] progresses further we may see her become more willing to interact with those beyond myself..

That is of little concern, for the purposes of legal distinction I am in no way associated with Enceladus Medical Ward and do not represent them nor do I hold any role in Union in an official capacity.

I do hope this transmission transmits as normal.. there has been recent interference with our ship's communications array. Thankfully not memetic or hyperfractal in nature..

Light is our Guide, Hope is our Weapon.

OOC: okay gosh hi there!! took me far too long to write that! this blog is run by @moons-among-distant-stars, the same person behind @wallcreeper-and-oro! uh this is another lancer rp blog cause i've been psyching myself out with that one and i wanna just fuck around with this character i made and interact with other ppl in a more fluid way! so more sillies and less like following plots!

um Maia is so chill and normal and totally didn't ascend by cascade... and the Kidd she pilots is obviously so normal and not partially ripping itself apart and putting itself back together!

if you're curious or wanna yap or say random shit please come talk to her she doesn't bite! she's used to bedside manner and so speaks rather clinically but she actually feels so much i promise

also! the [fragment] is a servant class technophile NHP and the personal case is an unstable NHP (given by Iconoclast)

[dykedvonte]

I beg people in the MW to think very carefully when they talk about mental illness and physical disability cause it’s not as straight forward and easy to diagnose/depict as you think…

[uncanny-tranny]

The most infuriating form of sanism is this idea that mentally ill people/people with mental disorders are just too stupid or too unenlightened to know how to be a proper, well-adjusted person

So many therapists have ignored signs of my unwellness simply because they assumed I was just... being stupid, and I just needed educating about why I'm acting disordered (apparently, mental disorders stop disordering you once you are condescendingly told why you're just disordered and dumb, who knew (sarcasm)).

Like, I could tell them that I knew my behaviour wasn't "rational," wasn't "reasonable" to do or believe and I'd still be treated like I was so dumb I needed hand-holding and scolding about why I'm acting disordered.

I truly wish that people would be able to take the idea of guidance and stop twisting it into "I am superior and enlightened and the people I am trying to help are stupid and wrong and beneath me!"

[sheaymin]

actually ill never forgive the whole writing team for pushing o14 to be canonically romantic while at the same time having jol say "hes my brother" im hitting you with a rock

[too-much-boobus]

ou... how do i make friends with peple ....

globs ☆

[nightmare8-420]

HELLO CHAT I CAN CONFIRM AFTER KILLING TWO VILLAGERS JN MINECRAFT THAT YOU RETROACTIVLY NAMES BOB AND JIM AND FALL SIDEWAYS OUT OF THE 70 YEAR OKD CHAIR YOU HAVE AND DONT BREAK IT BUT PROBABLY FUCKED YOUR MUSCLES UP THAT YOU TOO WILL GET A KNIFE WITH YOUR NAME ON IT!